Tuesday, January 18, 2011


Everyday it seems like I am faced with a new struggle.  I'm always sitting at home, alone.  There is never nothing for me to do.  I would rather be sitting in class or stuck at work than being here everyday with not one thing to do.  I call places for work, I fill out applications, but not one calls back; others get hired at the same job I applied for or just another job.  Why can't that be me?  I'm sick and tired of not working, others hate it, but I'd rather be working than wasting my life away laying in bed, or sitting on a chair.  I have to help pay some bills too.  My cell phone doesn't pay itself and the service sure ain't free.  There are times when I can't go out with my friends.  I don't have enough money to go  out places, or just go out to buy something.  Don't get me wrong, I still hang out with them, but we don't go out when I'm with them.  I feel the same way I did when I was younger; everyone always had every new toy, while I was stuck with the same truck and car. I just need something to brighten up my days.


  1. I know that feeling. It took me 3-4 months longer than my classmates to get a job. While they had time of their life with a "big" paycheck and little bills to pay and I was stuck with more or less mooching on mom&dad.

    Brighten up and a job will soon come to you. Just dont aim to high unless you already got job experience!

  2. haha I haven't mooched off my parents since like 9th grade. It's hard trying to get a job, specially since I'm a full time student and places want people who aren't in school so they can dedicate their time to work. Shit, I can do both!