Tuesday, January 18, 2011
Everyday it seems like I am faced with a new struggle. I'm always sitting at home, alone. There is never nothing for me to do. I would rather be sitting in class or stuck at work than being here everyday with not one thing to do. I call places for work, I fill out applications, but not one calls back; others get hired at the same job I applied for or just another job. Why can't that be me? I'm sick and tired of not working, others hate it, but I'd rather be working than wasting my life away laying in bed, or sitting on a chair. I have to help pay some bills too. My cell phone doesn't pay itself and the service sure ain't free. There are times when I can't go out with my friends. I don't have enough money to go out places, or just go out to buy something. Don't get me wrong, I still hang out with them, but we don't go out when I'm with them. I feel the same way I did when I was younger; everyone always had every new toy, while I was stuck with the same truck and car. I just need something to brighten up my days.